You’re my twin. You understand what I’m going through to the tee because you’re going through roughly the same. You told me you had a crush on me but you weren’t mine to have. I talk to you every day and on that one, you helped me by not letting me be alone. I was so scared to be alone and you were the first to speak up; the others said they couldn’t because they were in bed or ‘I can’t until thursday.’ I just had to say thank you for hugging me and letting me speak my mind for 4 hours when 4 hours prior to that I wouldn’t be here. Thank you so much.. you reassured me to keep fighting when I didn’t have any more motivation. you saved me.
Did some research today. A lot of people go through rough patches in life and get depressed. I’m going through a good patch and still.. depressed.
And there you were. Late but still showed up.
What I wanted was for someone to talk me down; maybe hold me and tell me not to. Tell me what I have to do to change this and fix everything.
You were slightly gone. I got your attention but it is still fixed elsewhere.
You told me the typicals and how you would miss me. You said people would be devastated. I still didn’t change the thought process; I found no persuasion and told you so.
You backed off some more. You don’t know what to do.
Later you came back and told me to keep searching. You begged. I’m not sure if you cried but I could see you doing so. Even without trying you convinced me. Because you still know me so well, even if you’ve changed. It’s like I do what you say, even if I protest… every time. And I have no control over it.
You were still there. Thank you.
There’s going to be some changes around her.
What better way to do so than chart it all out.
You never know how it’s going to treat her.
But maybe it will force her to see what life is about.
This is my third tattoo, and my best friends first. Both tattoos were done by Jordi Ramone (Whom I HIGHLY recommend to anyone in the south carolina area) at Shanghai Tattoo, in Spartanburg, South Carolina. We took a long quote, and split it in half across our chests. The entire quote reads “Every saint has a past, every sinner has a future.” My name is Patrick, and I’m the one on the right with “Every sinner has a future” (mentholandsnapbacks.tumblr.com) And my friend Raith is on the left. (goodwithit.tumblr.com). The quote itself has massive significance to both of us. Last june, we both made a huge mistake, that landed us with a felony charge, two misdemeanor charges, a couple days in jail, and three years of probation. We were two very stupid teenagers, smoking weed nonstop, partying every night, and not really caring what happened to us. We thought we were invincible, and nothing could stop us. But now, ten months later, after multiple court dates, emotional moments with family and our girlfriends, and a lot of money spent on lawyers and court fees, we are two completely different people. We’re both 20 years old, with decent jobs, good solid relationships with our girlfriends, doing well in school, and of course keeping up with and following the guidelines of our probation. We no longer get high, party every night, or act stupid in general. Of course, we are in college, and still attend the occasional college party, but as long as our grades stay up, and we keep up with our probation, we don’t see anything wrong with having a little bit of fun every once in awhile. Overall we have become decent, functioning members of society. We messed our lives up, and worked hard to put them back together. We’re saints with bad pasts, and sinners with bright futures.
-Charles Patrick Paddock, and Raith James Sullivan
Ludo Lyrics :D
This is my 4th tattoo! It’s a “BulbaFett”, a mix of Bulbasaur from Pokémon and Boba-Fett from Star Wars.
BulbaFett is a creation of Jonah Block , an excellent graphic artist and I fell in love with this illustration . My boyfriend, Cleber P. Valhala is tattooist and I asked if he would do a tattoo on me, and he loved the idea because we’re Star Wars fans, and Pokémon was part of my childhood, so the BulbaFett was perfect!!
So today, I realize I want to have an art day. I’m gonna go thrift around and see what can come out of it. I also have been thinking of cute ideas for a date I hope happens soon. You know that feeling when you want everything too badly you have not an ounce of patience left? That’s what I have to say about you mister someone. I hope you are into picnics, frolf, and coffee. That sounds like an awesome day to me.
This was my third tattoo. Octopus on the hand. The finger were not fun. and i went back for another session to get the finger touched up. I got this done at Phat Dragon Tattoos in Wrightsville, PA. Done by Jesse. This guy is the man.
What’s your angle
You idiot whore
Why do you survive
You can’t take more
You only break
What’s your angle
The water’s fake